Do Not Give A Fuck!

Following Your Heart

My best favorite thing about YouTube is the comment section. I really like to hear their opinions. That’s the place I can interact with a lot of different people from all over the world and I can see the difference from Japan.


I’ve been making more than 50 videos for this one year, and one of my favorite is “Being Gay in Japan”.





It’s not just because Tsukasa’s story is useful for foreigners who live in Japan as a minority, but also how he’s feeling as gay in Japan resonated me.


I love Japan and Japanese people. But, living in Japan, there is only one thing to bother me a lot.




You are supposed to be like this!

The image of gay people that Japanese have is that probably like “feminine”, “girlish”, “heavy makeup”, “aggressive”, “talkative” or something like that. They assume that kind of picture based on the TV show of Japanese gay celebrities. But, not many gay people are actually like that as Tsukasa said in the video. They’re actually like many other normal men, no big difference from us.


In my channel, I’m often saying to viewers like, “We’re all human being! Your color, race or nationality doesn’t matter! Don’t worry, Nobody cares!


I have a guilty about this statement.


I have to tell you that many Japanese people might judge you a lot just based on what you look like. Living in Japan, you’re going to feel that we have a strong tendency to catch you up in a stereotype.

  • White people must be American
  • Foreigners must speak English

The worst part is that the whole society tells us what to do just based on your gender, age, social status, etc.
For instance,

  • You have go to college in order to be successful!
  • Women should get married at least until 30!
  • You should keep working only for one company until you retire!
  • You should get a stable job rather than pursuing your high risk passion!

I guess this kind of social pressure always exists in any country more or less. But I think Japan is extreme..


As a very homogeneous nation ethnically, it’s very weird for us when we see someone doing something the majority don’t. The society constantly tries to convince you to act as other people do. Being unique or being different is bad thing and playing safe is the best choice for you always. Trust me on this,

Even though nobody verbally tells you, you can hear the voice a lot. Every single day.



Growing up in Japan, this “You are supposed to be like this!” atmosphere sometimes kills me.

Every time you do something, you always have to look around other people’s faces and make sure if what you’re doing is not something standing out. You can’t express what you truly want to say.

When I was a child, I was always feeling I have to pretend a “normal” person in order to get along with other people.




Do Not Give A Fuck!

When I decided to start the YouTube channel in my second language, which is English, so many Japanese people around me smirked.

  • Are you stupid? Your English is too horrible!
  • Why you make yourself embarrassed in public? Are you out of your mind?
  • Please don’t spread the image that Japanese people are too bad at English!

Fortunately, I could manage to ignore those voices and started it anyway.

But even to this day, I’m still getting that kind of depressing comment or email almost everyday from many people.




I’m not surprised at all, because what I’m saying on the videos is obviously too crazy and far away from the the typical image of Japanese. I understand that sometimes it might offend some people a lot.


Here is one of the examples. When I uploaded a video about Trump yesterday, I lost a lot of subscribers.





A friend of mine texted me today,

Nobita, why you made that kind of video? You knew this could happen, right? Why don’t you just play more safe? Otherwise, you will keep losing subscribers.


Why? Simple.


I just decided to follow my heart no matter what.


Doesn’t necessarily mean I’m going to be against all the time, but I will say what I actually want to say and do what I truly what I want to do, even if majority are against me or even pissed off.






Now, Let me tell you the most important part of this article.


When you try to pursue your passion or dream in Japan or anywhere, sometimes the “You are supposed to be like this!” atmosphere gets in the way. In the worst case, it stops you. You’re thinking like, “Well, I guess I’d better follow other people and the society.




That Is The Last Thing You Want To Do.

Never stop doing what you want to do just because other people disagree or mad at you in Japan. You do NOT need to give up anything, your job, study, education, and of course, dating in Japan.


A lot of people misunderstand about this. Just because you’re in Japan, it doesn’t mean you need to follow whatever other Japanese say and act like a Japanese.



Have you ever heard “I have to be like Japanese” syndrome?


This is very common for foreigners in Japan. They’re always worried and insecure about not being the same as Japanese, like idea, mindset, color, hight, and especially size. (Even to this day, I’m getting a message and email like “I’m too fat in Japan!“, even though I already made a lot of videos to convince them). Because of that, they always hesitate to do things like socializing with native, dating, attending matchmaking events or something like that.



Of course, there is a line. You have to comply with the rule and respect our culture. You definitely cannot violate the law in Japan. Having the mindset “Do as the Romans do in Rome” mentality is actually good sometimes.



But, dude, I’m talking about your passion now. That’s a completely different story. Giving up your passion or dream in Japan is the worst thing you could ever do in life.


If I had to guess, the people who try to convince you to stop probably had a strong passion or dream they wanted to accomplish. But maybe they didn’t have the courage to be against the social pressure and purse the dreams so that just gave up and chose to follow the path they didn’t go.


That’s why you do NOT listen to them.


Please don’t let other people dictate your choice. I’m telling this because I’ve seen so many foreigners who gave up what they wanted to do in Japan. They’re saying to me;

  • You know what, this is Japan. I should follow what the society tells me.
  • I can’t say anything honest and do what I really want to do in Japan. しょうがない (It can’t be helped)
  • I can’t pursue my passion in Japan. I can’t do anything different from others. The group mentality is too strong.

What makes me sad is that those thoughts are not coming from themselves, but from the society.


Think about it. They were not thinking like that before they came to Japan.

I found that the many of them were extremely excited and motivated to achieve their goals in Japan.


But, they just gave up because of the social pressure..



When you tell someone “I’m going to do this” and you feel the person reacts negatively like “Well, maybe you shouldn’t do that.” or “Probably you’re going to fail.”, remember this.


Those are just their self-limiting beliefs that they’re trying to make you think the same way as them.


Agian, living in a different country doesn’t mean you have to follow everything other people say. The core yourself should never change no matter where you live. Your own culture, belief, and identity will NOT change in Japan or anywhere.


I’m sorry if Japanese people around you constantly try to convince you to change in their way and stop you to do something different. But, you gotta keep your head high and make sure you won’t lose your way.


I hate to say this but, basically, they couldn’t follow their passions or dreams and had to follow a traditional path, then they want to drag you to the same path to make sure you can’t either.



Promise me.

You don’t let that happen to you. Don’t let other people’s insecurities stop you from pursuing your passion in Japan, or wherever you live. I want you to do whatever you truly want to do in your life in Japan.


Because the truth is, you can accomplish anything as long as you don’t quit. All you have to do is that keep running until you get out there.



Again, promise me.

Whatever you want to do and accomplish in Japan, do NOT let self-doubting hold you back from pursuing your passion.


Being yourself and doing whatever you truly want to do is literally the only thing that will get you to where you want to be, and more importantly to become happy. I know this is really cliche but I strongly believe this is definitely true.




– Nobita





I’m about to start something new right now. This could change my whole life entirely. It could be ruin my career.

However, since I decided to do whatever I truly want to do, I will promise you that I will never stop this until I get there. I just wanted to write this post to encourage me to push myself harder. Hopefully, you’ve also got encouraged, so that you and I will see success in the near future!

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20 Responses to “Following Your Heart”

  1. I’ve enjoyed your videos ever since I found them. I feel like I’ve now got a good chance with this adorable girl (she’s from Japan too!). のびたさん、どうもありがとう。Also, I look forward to whatever it is you’re doing next. がんばって!

  2. Loved this article, pretending you are someone youre not is so frustrating! How boring would the world be if we were all the same with the same views? Its so difficult to express your thoughts sometimes, despite the negativity, well done! ps. Your videos/blog posts are so motivating to me and always put a smile on my face! Cant wait to see more from you 😀

    • Thank you so much, Sara!! I’m so glad to hear that!
      I really want to hug you!(^o^)

  3. Nobita,

    I used to think that I was just “adjusting” to Japanese culture, not losing my own way. However, after reading this article, I found that I have lost my way a little bit. But that only encourages me to stop. Take a step back. and relax. Many of these self-doubts that were mentioned, I’ve felt to some degree. So, I want to thank you for always supporting me, giving me advice, and always staying true to yourself. I’ve learned so much from you already, and I will continue to support you in your new endeavors.

    I really appreciate your hard work and commitment.


    • よんでくれてありがとうございます! Your message made my day

  4. David Servin

    NICE and usefull stuff, we are in a global community but still having differences

  5. I wrote a long paragraph before that unfortunately was erased and it was my first ever response to any blog. Actually, you are the first blog page I have ever read so I am discouraged LOL! Anyway, just want to say you are a delight and keep expressing whatever you believe it is your right even if people disagree. Sorry you are getting hateful things sent your way *singing shake it off by taylor swift to Nobita”.

  6. Thank you for the motivational message as always Nobita! The group mentality is strong there, and it’s important that I shouldn’t disrupt that social order, but that I should still make my way so I can effectively realize my passion without succumbing to that outside temptation! So more specifically, I’m aiming to be a JET next year in Japan, is there any specific advice you could give me for that? とても緊張しています!But I could stay up to 5 years if possible!

    • Thank you for reading, John! Oh, JET! That’s actually great opportunity to get to know about Japan and people deeply!! Let’s learn Japanese and talk to the people as many as you can!!

  7. Andrew P. Monkey

    Ok, maybe it’s a little bit late to ‘find my love in Japan’ since I alrwady found it here in Italy (I am married), but your videos helped me remind how positivity and a smile can change your life entirely.So thank you really. ありがとうございます。

    I can speak japanese, by the way, and I try to do so when I meet client at the hotel I work in. They are usually very glad, so yes, when going to japan knowing the language is very useful, even if only alittle bit. I experienced that when I travelled to Japan for the first time, back in 1990.

    I started studying japaneseso that I could read a マジンガーZ edition that my father gave to me as a present when we were in Paris. How crazy is that? And I am sure glad I did, both for my interests and for my work

    Sorry for thelong post and keep up the good work, You are doing an excellent job.

  8. Hey nobita, i enjoy your youtube videos and your a cool guy. One day when i make it to japan as a manga artist, i hope we can be friends.

  9. Hello!! I am extremely inspired by this motivational article. I just graduated from high school and I face a lot of challenges. My ambition one day is to study Communication in Japan but my peers and especially my mother are against it. They said that, “what you are trying to pursue won’t guarantee a stable life..” and the same “You should be like this!” I definitely can relate to that. I saw, hear and read news about Japan in many websites about it being a difficult place to study and work. The statements have made me feeling down a little bit and I admit that I had self-doubt because I’m afraid that I would be affected by the mentality of the people around me and in the end couldn’t achieve what I wanted to do in Japan. Nevertheless, after reading this, I definitely regained my self-confidence and reflect more to build trust and faith in myself. I might have to wait a couple of years before I can finally study in Japan because of money issue but I’ll definitely go there one day. Thank you, Nobita and keep doing what you’re doing.

    Sincerely, V.

  10. Hey Nobita,

    My name is Jessy. I am a 26 year old American woman. I read your most recent blog post and just wanted to tell you that you are such a precious, admirable, kind-hearted person who was unfairly misunderstood. You had good intentions, but some people are not understanding or able to receive constructive criticism.

    I could sit here and tell you that you should not listen to “those people”, but I know it is always easier said than done. Instead, I want you to know that I stand with you. You are not alone. And I believe that God, Jesus, is with you, too. You are never alone. God sees the hardwork you’ve poured into your channel and I believe God is also moved by your humility and willingness to apologise (even if you did not have to).

    Nobita, also, please don’t call yourself “stupid” or “ugly” anymore. I actually find you quite handsome on the outside and beautiful on the inside. Actually, I once dated a Japanese man and had a negative experience. The experience led me to believe all Japanese men were the same (stupid, I know). However, you are totally different and you give me hope! Thank you, Nobita, very much for just being you. ありがとうございました! ❤️

    P.s. your English skills have improved drastically within the past two years!

    • ThatJapaneseGuyRyu

      The main problem with his black people videos was the tone. He seemed very angry and intimidating throughout the videos. I feel as though some people don’t understand what went wrong, so i’ll tell you. Nobita chose to call out an entire race/group of people and paid the unfortunate price.

      In other words If i walk up to someone and call them an ugly mother f***er that person might punch me in the face. What happened to free speech you ask? Nothing happened to free speech, you have the right to say anything you want but you must pay for the things that come out of your mouth.

      Another example for those that still cant understand such a simple concept. If I decided to say I was going to assassinate an important leader, the FBI might bust my door down and point guns in my face. What happened to free speech you ask? Nothing, I can say anything I want but as I said before i must pay for the things that come out of my mouth.

      With all of that being said If Nobita decided to call out any group of people (Germans, Russians, French, ect) in a similar way he will be met with a fair amount of opposition and scrutiny. Now do I believe its right to threaten someone’s family? No obviously not, but as Nobita said himself in his post “I brought this on myself”.